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    April 24

    141

        Good news:Rockets win again!
        Bad news:on account of watching the Rockets'game,I drop the
    course of"the summary of city water project" for the first
    time.
        I do not know,a little guilty feeling is in my mind,but the
    playoffs games of Rockets are realy enchanting.So this time,I
    chose indulging myself to enjoy this game.To my relief,Rockets
    won.
        The final is exciting.What else is more attractive than
    Rockets win?At least,I am unable to find one during current
    epoch.
        After I drop my course this morning,I told myself that"If
    Jazz overthrow Rockets,I'll never drop any courses again."But
    in the end,that situation never happened.So,I am hesitating
    about whether I'll drop the course for another time.
        Yep.......
        About the other playoffs games,I am startled by the fact
    that Nuggets could steal a win from Spurs,the latter is the
    best defensive team during regular season.What a surprise!What
    a wonder!The two key roles,AI and Melo,did a good job no matter
    in the offensive or in the defensive.You know,I love Nuggets,I
    love The Answer,so ,advance ,come on,propell the Spurs to go in
    to the hell.Ha````````````
        My new program is commenced now,which is a reciting plan
    after finished the CET6 words.I am about to recite TOEFL words
    which contain more than 5000 words.It's a sheer way to go
    through.Someone told me it's unuseful to achieve the TOEFL if
    you do not plan to pass the GRE,also they said TOEFL was less
    popular in the world and it has been disqualified.But my goal
    is not exam.I think I'll have no chance to study abroad so the
    exam is void for me.What I need,actually,is enrishing
    myself,promoting myself,improving myself.So it's normal that
    the reason why I enroll in TOEFL is more words in it(5400) than
    Ielts(3400).The other key reason is that TOEFL is liked by Ru.
        6 days left to May.......My ChongQing journey......I am
    anxious now!Ha``````
    April 22

    140

        Rockets won,it's great.When we sat in front of the
    TV,watching T-MAC have only 1 point but take 8-8 shots
    including 2 3s,it's realy exciting and rejoiced us.What a
    spectacular game it is!I can envisage the games in the second
    series in 2007 playoffs between Rockets and Dallas.(Maybe
    Golden State,haha)
        It's said that we'll have some 40 score-points in ous water
    supply and discharge major next term.So,if it's so,I'll have
    more than 50 score-points,including my second one.What that
    mean to me is that I must study English industriously this term
    beacuse of lacking of time in the future.OMG,50`````````Are you
    kidding me?
        About the game warcraft,I like it a little bit more and I
    practise it everyday as I say"one day,one practice".I just do
    not wanna lose even in the game and maybe I can not be a gamer
    or can not play it in grand proficiency but I wanna be better
    in that game.Notwithstanding that,I won't indulge myself in it
    with crazy behaviors,just a game,so, just play.
        Can you imagine 8 of 10 people playing the warcraft in the
    dorm?Kind of in majesty or funny,right? That's what happened in
    our dorm last night.We guys always did crazy things in the
    weekends.haha````````
        We'll visit ChongQing during this 5.1.There're 9 classmats
    who wanna take this journey including me.Nice,I am expecting
    it.
        4.22,Ruier's birthday,so,happy birthday to you!
        4.24,Gin's birthday,the same to you!
    April 19

    139

    April 12

    138

       Those days I commence to play a game named "Warcraft",which is a war-type game as same as my previous favourite game"Starcraft".I've played it 4 times since 7th April,with my classmates in our dorm and each of the 4 games proclaimed my gift in such game--I won every battle and 3 of the 4 I reaped the highest scores.
        It's a team-game,which need all your alliances battle together and fight together.
        The only tribe I can play is human tribe,mainly beacuse I just play it 4 times and I seldom know the other 3 tribes,but I do a good job in the human one.
        I got the highest sorces 3 times contributed by my powerful troops,gigantic fortune I got from industrious workers and the intact proficiency of manipulation(4 times can make me proficiency amazing?).Moreover,the basic skill from starcraft was the foremost and premier point.
        It's a good game.
        Starcraft is the predecessor to warcraft.There are rough homogenous character between them like intricate tribes,complex skills from different tribes and the identical goal--defeat enemy.On the contrary,the different things exist.First is image,3-D graphics which is adopted by warcraft is certainly  more aesthetic than the one used by starcraft and the latter one is sort of rough comparing with warcraft.Second,you're imperative to own a hero who can learn lots of special skill and own the unique power in the warcraft to lead your troops to fight against your opponent,which isn't existed in starcraft.So as soon as the battle is be incured,the optimum method is killing the hero first then can overthrow everything.
        I must be cautious that I won't be immersed in it completely.
    April 08

    137

        There was some bizarre thing happened.One of my classmates has decided to be a dropout.I wonder why he made such a decision.I just overheared the words he said like"I never envisaged my university life would in such a mess."It denotes that he has losen his heart in university and presumably he feel boring, exhausted,dismayed here.Notwithstanding our daily life is sort of bald,full of feeble and invalid studies,I will never have such courage to drop from here.Once you drop,your future career are likely to be inbihited and hindered.I deem university maybe is not the optimum place for our education or career,but considering the current domestic situation,it's imperative to be nurtured in the university.You have to endeavor to struggle here without some heritage from your parents.I did not have a opportunity to have a chat with him and now I still do not know what's his incentive to do that.In my opinion,he must be mad or insane.
       

    136

      It has been 4 weeks from this new term started.In this epoch,it's amazing that there was no homework at all.Actually,my new career is pretty free,though I am in the second major--economy.The afternoon of Tuesday or Thursday is blank and the only night I have course is Thursday.Moreover,the busiest days are Webnesday and Saturday beacuse of full of classes.Maybe it will make me do a good job in my original and second major.
        I am still diligent,through the environment is light to me.I still always being my second home--the library with my laptop.There are bunches of things I long to do all the time.With the laptop,It's convenient for me to do these stuffes,such as reciting words,reading some PDF,reviewing the courseware,wathcing some usefull English clip,hearing some listening materials......Usually I sit in the 4th floor and study alongside the windows,where could be looked out to see the beauty of our University like the sunshine mirrored in the MingYuan lake.It's a cozy place for learning,pretty cozy.
        I get a MP4,which is belong to BOSS YU.He asked me to fix it and it cost me 700 yuan to repair it.In fact,I love it so much.I take advantage of the 20G memory,putting batches of videoes into it.Most of them are English materials,like English songs,TV series FRIENDS,NBA diary.I treated it as a study machine,especially English.In addtion,it's a useful tool to memory some important date.Using it,you can browse videoes,listen to songs,view pictures.However,it cann't match the PDF which is necessary to me.But I know,it's better than having nothing.Thanks for YCC.
        Talking to the English,I passed the CET6.The point is barely 454,just passing the bottom line,which is not satisfied by me.At first,I do not care the point beacuse I thought passing was enough.But now,I have a new goal.It's that I will not only get a high point for CET6 but take the exam of TOEFL and pass it in order to enter a project which is organised by our academy and the project is prepared for the students who dream for studying abroad but are poor.If you long to go abroad and you are certified that you have such a ability to do that,then you will get a chance to join in this project. The crucial point is English I think.So, every day,I spend plenty of time on English.I believe I could make it.In my daily life,I adhere to talk English to other guys.However,it's difficult for me to find a guy who authentically want to communicate with you in English.One of my friends registered a English class,paying some 1000 yuan for it,to solve the communicating problem.But You kown,I can not do that.I am on a budget,I do not have so much money to enroll that class.But I can learn by myself,I am hardy and I can finish that goal,just on my own.
        Hithertio,I went home twice.I miss my mom too much.Last Saturday,I went home and had lots of stories shared with my mom.I deem,I can only get the eternal love from my mom,I can only get the cosmic treats from my mom,I can only get the gigantic energy from my mom.She is the most graceful people in my life.She is the most elegant woman in my life.She is the most tender lady in my life.I cherish this love,I love you,mom.I will never let you down.I love you,mom.This is my really forever love.
        The educational internet is fast.I can browse NBA offical wed site by it.In these days,I have assimilated tremendous words and phrases.I love basketball so much that I enrolled a basketball game last Saturday.However,the final dismayed me.We only played one game,just 15 minutes,and we lose it with 12-17.But that can't change my love for basketball.It's just a game after all.I did pay much attention to it.I will stand up from where I fell down.It's not a big deal,just do it.
         Thanks for your reading.
                                                   Gin 
    July 31

    It prosper me,give me kudos

        回去了,有些遗憾就这样让她成为遗憾嘛,有点伤心就这样让她继续伤心嘛,有点不甘就这样让她不甘嘛,回去了,认认真真,踏踏实实,努努力力,兢兢业业学习学习再学习!!!加油!!!
        Gin,you're a chic girl whom I adore,but this holidays no meeting you distresses me and makes me deeply saddened.
        下面是一个外国人对中国的评价,看了以后感触很深,首先就是对自己英语水平相当龌龊感到震惊,果然在中国都是学了些垃圾英语,看来要自立了!!!最气人的事我还是用的金山词霸对到看的,看了个大概,哎,痛苦哦,日妈的老子英语学不好简直对不起先人!!!
     
     
    China is a wonderful place with a fabulous cultural and historical legacy that should never be forgotten. I lived in China for a year and it was the best time of my life (living there permanently may not give me that impression for the simple reason that I knew I was only there a year so could just relax and have fun, knowing I could return home soon - home being the UK).

    I believe that China is a country on the rise (this is hard to doubt), but with many internal difficulties. China remains a largely feudal society (if not feudal state), due to the externalised nature of mianzi in Chinese society, which helps to maintain the rigid heirarchies of priviledge and the distorted nature of social interaction this promotes. It does, however, support the reification of material goods and money so prevalent now in Chinese culture. The internalised, 'Westernised' concept of face is one that is founded more on a moral code than social kudos, therefore allowing people to pursue their own goals with less recourse to ideas of face. This furthermore promotes individual expression, freedom to express true thoughts and increases upward mobility. However, I believe that this social norm is something that financially-secure and upwardly mobile members of society gradually alter in their favour. i.e. the rejection of the aristocratic and heirarchical social force of mianzi in its current state will come about with the growth of a middle-class. This is surely a matter of time with the growing wealth in the PRC.
     
    I feel also that China needs to try harder to promote understanding of different cultures, modes of interaction and political systems before it can truly play a leading international role. The highly-controlled and dogmatic educational control that the government imposes is currently not suited to the highly-globalised nature of both business and culture. Many of the international disputes of recent years, especially between the US and China, were based largely upon a different understanding of political interaction, in which China is currently an exception rather than a rule. The Chinese see the Americans as arrogant, and this is by and large true, but this is accentuated by the more informal and unilateral approach that is a central tenet of Western approaches to political discourse, which is viewed as arrogant within Chinese culture. It must be understood by both sides that the understanding of these politico-cultural differences is key to future co-operation. This aspect is often ignored by politicians on both sides. From a Western perspective, the Chinese concern for mianzi often comes across as pure insecure vanity, more concerned with appearances than process, although as mentioned, this seems in large part to be due to the different conceptions of 'face'.

    China, in Western eyes, seems incredibly sensitive and aggressive when situations that it does not like occur in the international arena. The highly-nationalistic tendencies of the current day often paint every foreign action as an affront to China. Curiously, an article by Li Fang recently derided the US as weak for making a report to the Chinese Government, and at the same time accused them of being aggressive arrogant bullies. Under this reading, the US can never be seen in a good light. Chinese education needs to teach its students that you can be proud of your nation without descending into an arrogant belief in racial superiority or over-defensive responses to critique. Ai guo is good in moderation, but alienates others if shouted too loudly by xiao ren.

    In more general terms, the PRC needs to be applauded for its economic achievements, although I place the credit more with the ingenuity and work ethic of the people, than with the policy decisions of ni de zheng fu!! The environment needs to be protected, otherwise one of the most stunningly diverse landscapes in the world is going to turn into a smog-covered, unhealthy industrial zone. I believe that democracy is not the right option for China at this stage, but I do believe that an independent judiciary, de-centralisation and transparency of government (possible through independent control of the judicial system to crack down on guan xi, corruption and human rights), and greater press freedom are the definite routes to a better life for the Chinese people. Of course, all of these (apart from the judicial reform) would need to be introduced over a long period of time.

    On a lighter note, I adore Chinese food, and the ingenious way in which almost all food can be delivered fresh each morning, leading to healthy diets (and for me, dramatic weight-loss!! ). I was made incredibly welcome, and treated with great respect and generosity by the vast majority of people I met, and this was only soured by the ignorant racism directed my way on occasion (often without the perpetrators being aware I understood).

    China is at a bit of a crossroads. If handled correctly and carefully, and with the welfare of the Chinese people as the central guiding principle, it has the chance to become a respected, wealthy superpower.

    I hope that this post is treated in the way in which it is intended, as an attempt to explain my personal perspective on China and Chinese people, and not interpreted as an attempt to 'bash China'. Wo ai Zhong guo and hope that in the future it can be a prosperous and responsible nation, because that is what the people deserve after their many years of struggle under Mao, and the terrible bai nian guo chi which it suffered at the hands, unfortunately, of my nation among others. This terrible time should not, however hard it may seem, be used negatively to inspire hatred and a desire for vengeance, but as a lesson for the whole world on the evils of colonialism.

    I hope that this has informed, and not infuriated. My intentions are pure. Peace
     
    --If Gin
    --The answer
    July 30

    Ceace-Fire

        Fifty-one Israelis -- including 33 soldiers -- have died in 17 days of fighting, and 398 Lebanese have been killed since the July 12 capture of two Israeli soldiers in a cross-border raid by the militant group Hezbollah.
        War is cruel.I don't know why it must happen.Last night,I watched a flim named"HeiYing ZhuoLuo"(forget its english name).It discribed a war happened in a Africa nation.The evil was coming as soon as the war bagan.The first guy who sacrificed in the war fell off from the helicopter,after being shoot by the RGP.Then the second ,third began without snags.One of the deaths,bombed by the enemy,had his body cut two,without finding his legs,feet.Before his death,he took out a photo of his family,saying"tell my mother,I am brave.......".The whole thing left was sorrow and distress.So far,the situation of Mideast is raging,thrilling every other people with warm heart.What's more,the bombing of a U.N. post in Lebanon that killed four unarmed military observers gave everybody shock,including a Chinese.The only thing we need to bolster is cease-fire,for the peace,for the inculpable people!However,29th July,Israel rejects 72-hour humanitarian cease-fire.The U.N planed to take advantage of the 72-hour humanitarian cease-fire to transport the hunmaitarian goods to Lebanese,meanwhile get out of the people who still were in danger.This snag is complex.Israel is ought to comply the request without nixting and unshamed.The officers make them self-serving and reckless.I really hope the war will stop soon.In all,war is not anyting ,it's a evil.It falls to their lot to begin ceace-fire,and to  negotiate in peace.

        It has been 30th july now,and 2 days later I will return my doom to review.So far ,I have not seen Gin or play with her,what a pity!And the worst I think is no meeting this summer..................what?why?when?where?how?.................just wish her joy and easygoing......

    --If Gin

    --The answer

     
    July 27

    Status

        There are mountains somewhere.They are rugged and bare.Above is an angry sky from which rain fall and in which lightening played.Down the side of the mountain tumbles a foaming waterfall.Behind the waterfall a tiny bush growing in a crack in the rock .In the bush a mother bird has built her nest.There,in the midst of the rush of angry water,sit the mother bird on her nest.I and Gin are wathcing,peacefull.
        There are always rounine news in the TV or newspaper,to name a few,cheating,traffic accidents,murder ,trifles.I don't how this world is going on like this.Why are there so many things which dispoint people,kill people,hurt people,scary people?How many wars there are nowdays?How many people die for the war which was not supposed to happen?How many people beg for their living?How many people who can not afford their education cost are there?How many people make no way home beacuse they even do not have?How many people break their marriages?How many people lose thier love?How many people are still waiting for worry-free future all the time?How many people are still suffering form hunger and poverty?......Did you even give a hand ?Did you care for them?The current situation makes us untolerant and nervous.We need love.We live not beacuse of ourself but others, doesn't it?I determine doing this job,if I can,I will make the whole human being happy and rich.I love the whole world,better than myself.Fighting for the peace world!Go Go Go for it!
       
        I am stuned by the U.S basketball team named "dream 7".The final roster who will participate the World Champion has been released.It's lead by the 2003 talent guys like James ,Wade and Carmelo.At first I am really feel sad for my lost Iverson who was not picked up by coach K.But then ,It clear me that this is not a meeting full of superstars,it's a team,a strong team.The dream 7 is so powerful that there will not be  opponents who can stop it.Gilbert Arenas is a pure and perfect point guard ,throwing his body around,though Chauncey Billups quit the game.On the other hand ,Paul is a good guy ,too,and I think his only defect is his being lack of experience.In the shooting guard,the chooses are to much.Dwyane matches it properly,that's my opinion while LeBron does small forward's job.At the same time ,Carmelo can be in powre forward.If the center is Dwight Howard,I believe that it's the youghest U.S team and such team will defeat every other team else.In fact,the  yough guys can do many different jobs.LeBron ,for example,is good at shooting guard,and he is a smart point guard like Magic Johnson,also he can do SF or PF's job,if you like,he even is able to be a guest actor as center.Such same thing happens to Carmelo Anthony,Dwyane Wade who are mix sporters.In a word,they are the best team in the world ,and if they pay attention to communication each other,they are invincibility.
        Once I am anxious to wathc a NBA game in U.S.The picture show its price,you konw ,I must do my best!Go Go Go for it!I've got to do what I've got to do!
    --If Gin
    --The answer

     


    July 26

    3 IS MY GODNESS

        Blue sky,sunshine,clear air,nice environment as the same as yesterday.
        3 of  my collage classmates paid a visit to ChengDu,being guarded by me and another guy.At first,we went to an internet bar to play some PC games togeter.This made us happy and joyful that I think I will never forget.Next,we went to the JinLi street which is full of antiques,old culture ,and so on.They felt it's a breathtaking to arrive there,it's a beautiful, of appeal,holy and fantastic nice street.The antiques which date from hundreds of years ago,the silk which was made of the material which was produced by silkworms,the traditional Chinese painting,the ChengDu snack ,all of these impressed them very much.However,one of them said,it's too expensive to buy something here to have memory,everything is out of my comsumption,though it is so good!Yes,that is what I think,too.Maybe it's a magic street,but its cost is magic,too.We could have been to the WuHouCi,you know,the price doesn't make each one of us afford .Then,we found a place which is covered by couples of trees to play squeezer.Good luck,I won 4.5 RMB and this delighted me ,too.How time flys!At the end ,we had to leave and all the things left were funny and  amused.
        This night,I watched a film named "Amercian dreamz"!The "Amercian dreamz",like Super Girls,is a TV program which allows the dreamatic guys to show their abilities,maybe is not showing abilities,just longing to become famous.It's a dream of abnormality. The competitors just dream of being a superstar which makes them confusion,ansty and jittery.The TV station just wants to entertain the people and earn money.All of these is mother fucking bad.One of the final two ,goes for her goal,cheating his old boy friends who was hurt in the Iraq war and fucking with the program host who could decide the final winner.That dispointed me very much.And the end ,the final is not as satisfactory as I expected.I commend this movie to you.It's a good educationcal movie for you ,you bet!
        I always think of Gin.Something will never happen again,some love will not be back again.Sometimes,I dream of a calm lake.The lake is a perfect mirror,for peaceful towering mountains are all around it.Overhead is a blue sky with fluffy white clouds.All who see this scene will think that it is a perfect place of peace.I and she arel watching this ,peacefully!I know that will not happen ,just dream !I've got to do I've got to do!
    --If Gin
    --The answer
    July 25

    MY GODNESS IS 3

        It's sunny today.There is differenet sun,differenet sky and different cloud.The sky is clear,without black clouds,and it is blue ,bright instead.Good day ,I think.
        In the summer holidays,the first I think to play is sitting in fornt of the computer,the second  is playing basketball.I can't do something more.I can't afford the expensive movie tickets,KTV tickets,travelling,having a delicious eating outside,and so on,So in the 19 years,I am always staying in chengdu.As I kown ,this situation will last 4 years angin.I can't blame for him too much,he is just vicious , impuissant man.He never give me anything ,never pay me the clothes,nerver buy me the basketball,never save for me ,never pay me the  schooling ,never give away the book for me ,never give me the travelling chance,never let me dream for my laptop,however,he give me the birth.It is the mos costful gift!Everyday I spend almost 12 hours on computers,or sporting in hoopcourt with the water I prepared before. I think it's waste time .1st August is the day i return my university.I should study instead of being idle.I should go straight for my dream.
        It's the first time i write this in English.I feel nervous and do not konw how to discribe my feelling.It's difficult to manage it,but I am trying.It's a mystery that how the people can speak fluent English and write English without defects .Maybe the only way to defeat it is practising and practising,with determination,without surrendering.The elite does not date from a elite.He just strikes out chance for himself,surpasses himself,paying no attention to the people curse him like a prick.I have a dream that i will be a awesome guy ,a fasinating boy ,a renowned man ,a prestigious human,not a flash in the pan!
        If you read ,do not laugh at me ,encourge me ,pray for me!
    --If Gin
    --The answer
        
       
    July 22

    MY GOD is 3

    空间有没人来看我不在乎
    看着别人的枝繁叶茂
    自己的冷冷清清
    倒也无所谓
    从来只是当一个发泄的地方这里一样                               
    如果冷清的话
    那么请继续冷清下去吧
     
                              空间的主题换了
                              还是换喜欢的蓝色吧
                              如果这个颜色对某些人的眼睛有刺激的话
                              那么你可以不用继续看了
                              音乐加了自己唱的歌
                              没想到还真的加上了
                              希望自己喜欢
                              也希望那些无意走进这里的人喜欢
     
                                                                    
     暑假过了这么久
      直到现在才有一点学习的劲
       至少
        每天还看了一会英语
         自己学习英语确实有许多困难
          不知道看什么书,不知道该怎么学习
           每天听着体验英语希望能体会地道美式口语
            每天看看www.nba.com从自己最希望的地方学习
             每天看看英语的名著,可惜大多单词都看不懂
              四级六级都是垃圾
               那个只是为了考试而衍生的工具
                考试的时候看看而已,要真正学习英语的话,还是把他们烧了吧
                 找了许多可以看到英语的网站
                  CNN,YAHOO,BBC,NBA,CCTV.......and so on
                   一直想找一个拥有英语美文的网站
                    很难找到,直到现在也没找到
                     好不容易找到一些所谓的英语阅读
                      全部挂上了"四级""六级"必读的标签
                       大多数的英语学习网站都是为了考级而设立的
                        因此我断定,中国实际上并没有学习英语的网站
                         可能我out啦,继续找吧
                          我不想一直这样
                           我真的希望我能说一口流利的英语
                            朋友已经报了什么英语学习班
                             又是新东方
                              我一直对复习班之类的东西十分反感
                               一部分原因也是因为我没钱报这些
                                事实上新东方的英语和奥赛有什么区别呢?
                                 都是害人无用的东西
                                  有几个拿了千把元去学习的人回来能正儿八经说口英语
                                   你钱多的话还不拿钱给我教你说"what's your fuck name?"
                                    futile,there you go
                 
     
                    每个人人生轨迹都是不一样的
                      有的人注定得不到一些东西
                        如果想得到,必须得拼命
                          从现实来看,我必须拼命
                            我有我自己的梦想,我有我自己的目标
                              可是在这个漫长的暑假中我始终无法为拼命拿起武器
                                每天都是看着天亮,然后天黑
                                  遥望着烈日盼望凉爽
                                    每天都是看着GIN的照片发下呆
                                      凝视着猪头期盼童话
                                        直到现在我才知道那时侯我犯的错误是很大很大
                                          比我想像中的那么大还要大
                                            既然我曾经给过绝望
                                              那么现在就让我绝望吧
                                                可惜,无论怎么绝望
                                                  还是会等待Gin
                                                    Gin is the ANSWER
                                          
                                                      当人们都在抱怨大学假期还很短的时候
                                                        我已经决定缩短自己的假期
                                                           8月1日搬回学校
                                                             考试前的那段时候我的精心设计
                                                                到现在已经完全被烈日晒融化
                                                                  街头篮球
                                                                    街舞
                                                                      photoshop
                                                                        english
                                                                          C
                                                                            这个天寝室不是人住的地方
                                                                              希望我能再次觉醒
                                                                                8月1日
                                                                                 
                                      
    And I Am Whatever You Say I Am
    If I Wasn't Then Why Would I Say I Am
    In The Paper The News Everyday I Am
    Radio Won't Even Play My Jam
    Cause I Am Whatever You Say I Am
    If I Wasn't Then Why Would I Say I Am
    In The Paper The News Everyday I Am
    I Don't Know It's Just The Way I Am
                                           And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
                                           Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice 
                                           Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
                                           And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
                                           Just smile back 
                                                                I'm only entertaining you my
                                                                goal is to stimulate making you high
                                                                And take you and I, to a place that you can't see
                                                                But I believe you can fly
                                                                I don't mean nobody harm I'm just partying
                                                                I'm not your dad, not your mom, not your guardian 
                                                         Just the man whos on the mic, so let me...entertain you
                            
            
    July 20

    3 IS MY GOD

    sometimes i feel so weak
    sometimes i don't know what to do
    vague and full of depression

    i dream i will be a ace in street ball,like skip to my lou
    i long to hit big time in rap,like the real slim shady
    i imagine getting it made in GPS
    every student is anxious to make big buck
    they make get-rich-qucik scheme,zipping through their study,hanging around with such boss
    they need a worry-free future,watching every RMB
    maybe it's the last thing they need
    they still are't at the top of their game
    their point is just money
    they are nerd,jittery,antsy
    i like being prestigious,too,thinking about my GPS
    i am poor
    yeah
    but i never give up
    sometimes i look on at myself
    i know it's futile
    i've got to do what i've got to do
    never fall ,stand tall
    the storm has destroyed many:whole crops fell
    with countless seeds onto the ravaged earth
    they still fall
    -yet the ground beneath our hell
    makes us rise again,demands new birth
    still don't give me a fuck
    --If Gin
    --The answer
    ps:Gin is admitted ,wish ....wish.....wish......
    where is the puppy love?
     
    July 16

    Gin's home

    井底之蛙不是什么好东西
    看到了别的美丽才知道自己的缺陷丑陋

    北京师范大学--珠海分校
    以前在招生考试报看过,有印象,因为确实很漂亮

    蓝天白云
    看起来很清爽,不象成都,总是乌云,总是污染

    很空旷呢,不过如果是大太阳的话不是好事
    这个比明远湖清澈多了,至少,后面的山不是堆的
    这个好像确实是宿舍
    感觉树少了些
    中国高校图书馆最大单馆 华南地区最现代化图书馆,是叼......

    有点气派,我就从来没在我们学校看到飘过国旗
    2003年评为全国最好教学楼之一的励耘楼

    靠,还是沙滩游泳池
    --if gin
    怎么看都象别墅,据说是体育房
    通往食堂的路

    足球场和我们学校差不多,关键是后面的山,太叼了
    这个宿舍我相信是女生宿舍,男生宿舍,哼哼,狗屁
    很漂亮,呵呵
    希望......顺利......
    有机会去吗?
    拉到吧
    --If Gin
    --The answer

    背后默默支持,希望能更开心
    June 10

    If Gin&The answer

        两年的等待,是夙愿的终结,还是另一个两年等待的开始?
        Gin,琴酒,是一种以谷物为原料经发酵与蒸馏制造出的中性烈酒基底,增添以杜松子为主的多种药材...Gin),由于这种琴酒的调味并非使用杜松子为主,以杜松子酒的译名泛称全部的琴酒。和Vodka(伏特加)、Pisco(皮斯科) Vermouth(苦艾酒)一样,算比较名贵的酒吧,Gin是一种浓烈不甜腻的酒。清凉透明,就像她的孤傲,清新而淡漠。
        我喜欢Gin的清醇淡雅,为了酿造她,我愿意等待两年......甚至更长
        6月8日,祝愿你考得顺利......
        6月9日,我已经不知道该做什么了,如果说以前只需要等待,那么现在呢?是我该上场的时候了吗?
        2004年6月9日,电热毯还和她在一起,2005年6月9日,她说“我们还是做朋友吧”,2006年6月9日,情不自禁看着天上的星星,今晚月光皎洁,满天繁星,望着数不清的亮晶晶,迷茫......
        我已经习惯称呼她为Gin,我也已经习惯称呼自己为Gin,最初只是很简单取她名字的最后一位字母,现在发现这已经成为我心中的标志。是坚持还是幼稚?
        我觉得我现在还是很喜欢很喜欢Gin.
        现在我该干什么呢?不知道,以前我觉得我需要等待,现在呢?常常打电话,或许觉得唠叨;常常发短信,垃圾短信骚扰;常常......常常干嘛?
        才发现川大宗教学是全国第一,我开玩笑说“你来选这个专业吧”。
        热火今天输了,我跟室友说“如果热火夺冠,我马上买IVERSON的球衣”,不管NBA形势怎么变,他在我心中的地位始终不变,就象Gin.
        经过两年浴血奋战,不知道Gin瘦了还是胖了,如果瘦了,那就多吃点,胖点可爱;如果胖了,那就胖吧,胖点可爱。Gin说瘦了。
        Gin应该去旅游,她也这么说,我觉得九寨沟四姑娘山不错。我想起高二说什么以后高三结束一起去九寨沟之类的话,呵呵,真白痴。
        我记得8号考完的时候,我在门口等,Gin先出来了,象征性打了个招呼,然后她老爸兴冲冲地带她走了,后来老徐出来了,我拉着他去追,可惜没有追到。
        我对爱情从来没有自信。
        别人常说“既然忘不了以前的回忆,那就把她当成美好的回忆吧”,而我总是奢望能让这美好的回忆能再次变为现实。
        我希望真的能有时光机。
        心情不好的时候我会打篮球,和听音乐不同,听了音乐总是让我沉浸在音乐的悲痛中,然后更加抑郁,而每次打了4,5个小时篮球后,洗了澡后就呼呼大睡,痛快。
        我希望我的四级能过,我确实努力了,我也希望我这学期的成绩继续保持前列,妈妈生日快到了,我希望这能让她生日快乐!
        虽然Gin说她考得一般,我还是抱着她来江安的幻想。
        刻5张碟够吗?我希望能一直给你唱歌!
        我清楚等待未必有结果,但是我还是在等。
        如果老天有眼,我希望你能保佑她的成绩足上川大,这就够了!
        人生在变,世界在变,或许我没变,但是她变了......
        世界如果被残酷攻击,谁来保护Gin?
        妈妈告诫我不要在大学恋爱,她说我爱不起,我答应了,但是除了Gin!
        我希望我能照顾你,关心你,给你说说甜蜜温馨的话,偶尔出去看看电影,能常常走走公园也行,每天唱歌都可以,或者你愿意一起学习,也能共同讨论苏格拉底,要么送一些感冒药给你,要么经常送些小礼品,吃点零食也挺惬意,酷暑来了多来些冰欺凌......
        大学里我已经收了3个徒弟,都是找我学篮球的,他们常常谈论师母的问题,我说还没呢,不要太关心,师父这么帅,哪愁呢?
        心情不好的时候确实应该多吃点东西。
        我希望下个月能好一些......
        是否奇迹会出现?
        或许说出来要舒服些.....
        下次喝点Gin吧......
        两年的等待,是夙愿的终结,还是另一个两年等待的开始?
    May 05

    被寂寞吞噬

    踏上去雅安的路上
    半个小时后 有一种被卖的感觉
    因为他们说他们要回家了
    1天后 有一种被骗的感觉
    因为本来计划5号走的她也走了
    这种感觉是个人总会崩溃
    走就走吧 毕竟爬了两天山太累了
    关我屁事
    已经几年没有出过成都了
    已经不管谁叫我我都不喜欢出去旅游
    这次还是动心了
    60%是因为同学比较多 机会难得
    25%是因为住宿和餐饮是免费的 费用低廉
    10%是因为DICK在这
    5%是冲这风景来的
    同学是很多 我来了他们也走了
    住宿和餐饮是免费的 住久了也挺内疚的 有一种赖皮的感觉
    风景不错 也和DICK聚了
    也算满足了一些期望了吧
    虽然还是比较失望
    又感冒了
    很久没爬山太兴奋了
    虽然人比较少
    但是还是不能压抑我爬山的激情
    蒙顶山
    皇家茶园
    没有白来
    来自农大的导游MM挺漂亮的
    雅女吧
    山顶上下的飞雨也挺安逸的
    雅雨吧
    一下子见识到了雅安两大特色
    感冒了也无所谓
    要是她来了更好
    GIN
    我想下次如果还有这种情况
    还是一个人去爬山好了
    番茄说一个人爬山或许有新的体验
    这种感觉很期待
    所以这次我一个人冲在前面挺快的
    最后的结果是他们和我走的不同的路
    我到下面他们又回到上面了
    呵呵
    那天晚上把雅安走得差不多了
    夜景真的是美得没话说
    廊桥挺象泰坦尼克的
    买了一个小饰品
    能喜欢最好
    心里有种变态的想法
    这么美的景色你们居然都不欣赏反而先走了,看到我们的照片羡慕死你们
    我能想到最后他们不屑的表情说"我羡慕死你们了"
    雅安的烧烤味道不错
    除了没有烤熟
    除了让我拉了4次肚子
    我又一次感受到了女人的善变
    刚开始是她说她5号走让我心里的石头落地了结果3号她就拉人闪了
    另外一个是又看到电视里一个女人又深爱他到仇恨他其间只有40分钟不到的时间(一集不到)
    又寒心了
    谢谢阿泸 谢谢阿泸的妈妈
    让我象流氓一样在这儿白吃白喝住了这么几天
    让我象无赖一样请我们去梦顶山爬山吃饭赏茶
    以后在学校多请阿泸吃饭吧
    呵呵
    阿泸阿卢是一家
    5号回家
    好好休息
    准备好好学习了
    之前就被某些事伤神伤心
    这次旅游还是挺及时的
    但愿苍生具饱暖,不辞辛苦要考研.....
    呀......
    咳嗽又没完没了了
    肚子又疼了
    第五次拉肚子.....
    妈妈明天我就回啦!!!......
    GIN
    GIN
    GIN
    GE
    GE
    GE
    ---下次你愿意陪我来吗?
    ---关我屁事
    February 28

    天气有点冷

        一个人在寝室里,感觉怪怪的,他们都去上课了,而我因为换了课表,很多课都不会和室友一起上,这种感觉很奇妙,上课的时候都是陌生的人,不管老师还是同学,虽然孤独不少,可是上课效率蛮高的,至少找不到人说话了嘛。
        糖酒会似乎很热闹,我也很想去掺和一笔,本来已经联系到了兼职,可是却要求我们连续上五天的班,这也就以为着我必须逃课,感觉不怎么情愿,辅导老师也说兼职机会到处有没必要对这个这么留情,也是,于是放弃了。
        上学期成绩还不错,与其说是我考得好还不如说是班上的同学考得太差了,一不小心考了班上第2,专业第4,这个到是给我不少信心,我有信心没,我一定会更好的。
        这两天很冷,似乎寒流又来袭了,别的地方都是漫天大雪只有这里还下着寒冽的雨,呵呵,我已经预备穿短裤的想法看来得推迟了,希望阳光早日来到。恩,GIN,多穿点!
        有想搬电脑的欲望了,寝室现在已经3台了,另外有一人也有在月内拿下的计划,感觉寝室里的人用电脑果然都和游戏脱不了干系,而我,却真的不是想多玩些游戏。电脑比较差也玩不了什么游戏啊,呵呵。总之电脑是很有用的,我想这学期争取拿下奖学金,再兼职挣点钱,妈妈再赞助一点,下学期一定要搞个笔记本!!!加油!!!!
        目标很明确,我一定能做好!!!
        这学期课很多,但目前还不算太忙,这学期感觉大家都多了一个话题:兼职。我也找了一个,也很有点信心做好,不多说了,有点成绩在说嘛!
        天气很冷,大家注意风寒,呵呵,忙果,你也是哦......
        除了赔了一件衣服200多外,我心情指数达到了99!!哈哈!!!
    February 14

    小兵的自白

        今天,于最浪漫的情人节,祝有情人终成眷属,更祝那些没有女朋友的男朋友们,您一定会等到你心中的公主的.
        今天是2月14日,浪漫的都跑去浪漫了,祝天下间情人甜蜜温馨.
        今天是2月14日,距离我亲爱的肥仔失踪已经一个月了,谨以此图悼念我挚爱的6600......
     
        今天去了新都,看到了久违的GIN,呵呵,挺开心滴,尽管忙了一个下午找车找路,最终还是到达了目的地,恩.......还是鼓励下吧,加油,呵呵.
        看到她们学校门口竖的光荣榜,也名列其中,看来1诊成绩不错,再接再厉,我还是抱着你能来川大的希望,呵呵,加油加油......
        没什么了,甜蜜浪漫的情人节也就这样......
        只要开心,每天都是情人节.
    February 05

    今年的压岁钱变多了
    按理说我都到了不应该收压岁钱的年龄了
    可是还是有长进
    没有隐私
    只有650
    却是以前的两三倍
    成为了家里唯一的一个大学生
    能享受的特殊待遇
    在这里就体现了吧
    小老表工作了
    工资待遇不错
    原本想炫耀压岁钱比他多
    结果他工资就接近2000了
    我什么时候才能到那一天?
     
    IVERSON曾经说过他以后再也不穿西服
    可是NBA着装令一出他却还是把西服穿上了身
    他变成熟了
    他宁愿自己受点皮毛罪
    也不想给球队惹一身的麻烦
    我也说我在30岁前不会穿西服
    可是
    未来的事儿
    又有谁能保证呢
     
    天气变了
    有点热
    呵呵
    现在已经可以只穿短袖
    再套一件外衣
    不错
     
    看到了许多的同学
    能看到的变化也只是外表而已
    最大的变化也是YCC
    烫了一个葱花头
    有点韩国的味道
    TJT换了一双新鞋
    KG2
    老赵换了副眼镜
    看起来更色
    徐闻把头发拉直了
    有点女人的味道
    徒弟泡泡戴耳环似乎弄了下头
    看起来富贵了许多
    其他人也还是那样儿
     
    那天打了个通宵麻将
    第一次和高中同学正式打麻将
    感觉有点无聊
    也有点有趣
    无聊是惯性思维觉得打麻将不是什么好东西
    有趣是因为第一次打就赢了不少报销了晚餐
    感觉机麻这个东西挺悬的
    洗出的牌能达到几乎盘盘有8个的
    前两个小时我还处于粒粒皆收的状态
    马上下一个五分钟连点三家清一色外加各自一个根
    瞬间赢家变输家
    丰收变灾害
    眼睁睁地看着盒中的牌全部散出而且还欠一MOL多的债
    然后笑咪咪的说"没啥子,娱乐嘛"
    正儿八经的说
    心头还是有点痛的
    麻将这个东西很善变
    输赢往往就是那几分钟的事
    它也很考验人的心理素质
    你要下狠心这盘弄个清一色加大对子而不是西滥的素芬
    你要镇定即使这盘你所有的筹码都输完了而且还欠3家不少的债
    总之
    麻将是有助于心理和智商以及健康的好运动
    不过如果哪天你输多了话
    就会变成引发自杀的最可能的工具了
     
    不写多了
    世界上永远不变的应该就是变吧
     
     
     
    January 31

    大年初三

    我在此,以激动的心情宣布:
    卢春晖同学正式19周岁了
    祝GIN生日快乐!